My Suicidal Dream

no one can blame me
it was my dream
I've tried to forget everything
But it is only a shadow that it will be gone.
i can jump, i can drug myself and i can do what ever i want
but it only my dream..
what makes me dream of this?
because of what happened around me?
what is happening in the community?
or am I different from the community?
please do not make me blame everything...
but no one can blame me
it was my dream
what could i be now
everyone have something to proud of
but it not me..
because life have no alarm or surprises
i need to go through it
i just need to keep it silent and deny it
silent,silent,silent,silent and silent.
just make people not aware of me...
It was my suicidal dream!!




this just a poem that i made
it has nothing connection between the living or the dead
please think before u act!!

20 Greatest Album All The Time

20-Thriller - Michael Jackson
19-Astral Weeks - Van Morrison
18-Born to Run - Bruce Springsteen
17-Nevermind - Nirvana
16-Blood on the Tracks - Bob Dylan
15-Are You Experienced? - The Jimi Hendrix Experience
14-Abbey Road - The Beatles
13-The Velvet Underground - The Velvet Underground and Nico
12-Kind of Blue - Miles Davis
11-The Sun Sessions - Elvis Presley
10-The Sun Sessions - Elvis Presley
9-Blonde on Blonde - Bob Dylan
8-London Calling - The Clash
7-Exile on Main Street - The Rolling Stones
6-What's Going On - Marvin Gaye
5-Rubber Soul - The Beatles
4-Highway 61 Revisited - Bob Dylan
3-Revolver - The Beatles
2-Pet Sounds - The Beach Boys
1-Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band - The Beatles

CREEP!!!! do u have been in this situation?...

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here